Is another saturday.

Went home after fellowship x2. Love going home and staying in my new room.

love the feeling of being alone right now.

Is late, i should be sleeping and dreaming.

post again soon.

I am in school now currently waiting for time to pass, cds later then i can go home. Battery currently left 22%...

Presentation later.. i wish time can really pass faster.

Anyway, is great Tp got wireless!(:

And I got my own room. Is so weird, but I am loving it. 

I miss my home and room now. 

All alone in the room, i am not AFRAID!

 i love being alone(: 

One day, show you my green wall room!:D

TADA.

I blog because I got no school tomorrow.

Everything is confirm. I am going to Korea this December. My dream is to go to korea this year. Just when the year is ending, I am fulfilling this dream already. Next, I want to go Shang Hai.

I will be leaving in the 15th of December and will be back on the 22th of December. I am planning to take more than 1000 thousand photos when I reach korea... I will bring korea to you all!=D This time I am going with my mom, my sister, my aunt and my cousin. No Hong kong this year. I am excited.I am bless that I get to go oversea each year, all thanks to Mom! Get a break from Singapore. Hahaha! Nah, I love Singapore. I will miss Singapore so much! I love traveling. I was thinking when i turn 21 i want to go oversea myself and celebrate my birthday. I enjoy being alone. Maybe I will ask my best friend or my sister along with me. Somewhere cheap but nice and safe(; I am considering to go oversea and pursue my study...

Yes, I love being alone when I do things. Last time for me, i cannot be alone, i feel like a loner, no friends. But now i enjoy being single, being alone-shopping, going to take photo or eating by yourself... I can do so much when i am alone. When I am alone, i can think alot about everything, myself, the future... yea. So enjoy your single hood and the time when you are alone. I want to learn to depend on myself and of course God! But I still love to be with friends-someone I am close with, that we can talk anything and I can be myself in front of them. Like my sister, ster ster, hui ying etc... shall not name out all. Anyway why am I talking about this?

My blog is so wordy, full of words, lesser pictures right? I shall post many pictures up soon.

Anyway, i dreaded to go school, to cds everyday... sianx. I woke up in the morning and asked myself,"what time i am coming back today?" and i suddenly realized, CDS UNTIL 9PM! I yearned to home when I am in school... Poly is so different from secondary. If i am back to secondary school, i bet i will not pon! but i am glad i got ziying and the rest in school. And of course esther, we are always in the same boat together(: Yes,still, i enjoyed the things i do in class... like photography,directing etc... :) motivate me!

God is my confidence!

I miss my long hair!:(

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Finally I am back to blog after a long time. Well, many ups and downs in my life,  emotionally... Can I complain here?

As you know, all the secondary school are going to enjoy their end of year holiday and my just started school this week... I pray and hope to pass this week fast. Good, i am only having camera and lighting, yes i love it... i enjoyed it... is great one lesson a day... new classmates, thank God i got my click with me, yes. but not.. this semester, CDS(you know what? actually i dont know what it mean too), well i got in to public speaking, is my 2nd choice... everything was good, the lesson was fun, the teacher was nice but not the timing, is 6pm to 9pm. freaking late right? some more is everyday ex for tuesday! But thank God is only 14 lessons. So you know what is public speaking? (i dont know why i keep saying it as public affair hahaha~) Public speaking is about talking confidently infront of people...that is my weaknesses! wait, i forget to add- speaking confidently in fluent english infront of unfamiliar people.

 That it! 

I think i got some kind of sickness when i am nervous.... i am serious. I got easily scared, i got sweaty palms, i can't sit still, my heart will beat so fast.... when i go up to talk, uh ha, that it, that it.... forget everything(no script ok) :(:(:(:( then i start to make uh uh uh uh... then then then...ah ah ah ah... urine rat,rat urine... why  why why? i am so stress, i want to do well, HELP ME. Hopefully, i will become a very good public speaker, yes! and i will miss my night cds class... hopefully...

ok, enough of PS and school..

What else leh? 

Yea, i look forward to weekend and yes, is finally weekend.

Start to get sick and tired of poly life. the traveling esp!

I miss secondary school!

I miss my ex-classmates in secondary and poly.

I miss recess times with elliot, jasmine, esther and the rest of them in school canteen.

I miss the great fun and games we used to play.

I miss walking to gm from my house which took me 7mins only.

I miss studying with esther during o level.

I miss all the great memories!

I miss myself in poly!:(

life still goes on... I told myself, i keep on preserving, i will hang on there, i will keep on keeping on, having faith in my future, i will find my Strength, i will have courage, i will follow...

I am glad, God is in my life. yes, emotionally was tired. Feeling discourage and disappointed, but He never fail to pick me up, encouraging by His words. His words means so much to me... make me carry on... Thank you Lord. 

Is by drawing close to find rest... not going away for a rest!

I always know He is bigger than anything else. 

Things that you see is not forever, but things that you can't see lasts forever.

All things work out good for those who love the Lord and was called according to His purpose.

What PK said, the power of self encouragement and trusting in God!

Olivia

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