Olivia Faith Low

2012-01-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

How is January?

Hello, how is everybody January?

Mine? Been busy with school, with FYP. IS VERY TIRING AND DRAGGING. I REALLY WANT THIS TO END SOON. But, in the midst of it, I am still trying to enjoy myself. Been staying in Hereafter(my school editing room) almost everyday. Came school in the morning and stay till very late. Thank God for classmates friends keeping me accompany. :) Thank God they are all very helpful to help me when I am having problems with FCP(very easy yet hard to understand software for editing)

I am getting sleepy as I am typing.

Other than school, I went to work. then I cant really recall now.

Anyway, just wanna say I am thankful that my family members had been very understanding during this month. Been staying out late coming home late and they seldom see me around at home. Thank God they are very understanding, understanding why my room is so messy, understanding why am I always so tired and not do housework, understanding why I have no time for them. I must spend my sunday with my family, is a must. Sunday is my rest day and also my family day. If you ask me what day I like, I would say is SUNDAY. :D

Ok, Chinese new year is coming. Haven't buy chinese new year clothes yet leh.

I will update here soon!

2012-01-08T00:26:00.002+08:00

Heart the songs.

I always love Tanya Chua's songs. She is really a talented song writer/singer. I really admire her. She always go so deep in her song writing.

没有谈恋爱，但是听了她的歌，好像觉得自己在恋爱然后也跟着她的歌声为爱受伤了。

She got such a special style of music and voice.

This is not Tanya Chua's song but Monday Kiz.

I love their vocals and how they bring out the emotions through their songs.

I really want a good voice to sing.

2012-01-06T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging everyday!

unofficial video-I'm angel with a shotgun by the cab.

I'm angel with a shotgun, fighting till the wars won.

"They say before you start a war, you better know what you're fighting for."

2012-01-06T00:05:00.004+08:00

T.O.P should call himself H.O.T

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOP!

LOOK AT THE COMMENTS HAHAHA!

OK LA I FEEL YOU ALL.

2012-01-03T01:19:00.007+08:00

Good.

Happy 2012!

"We bought a zoo."

based on a real story.

Last photo of 2011 with girlfriends.

Scent of woman OST.

Love this part, love this song. :)

2012-01-01T03:11:00.005+08:00

Bye 2011, Hello 2012.

I have been waiting for this year to come. 2o12. I am really looking forward to 2012 very much. In 2012, many things and days I'm looking forward too.

1) Poly Graduation

2) SOT 2012

3) Learning driving

4) Learning guitar

5) Working life

A new life indeed. No longer a student, I'm a adult, no more teenager.

And last but not least 21st birthday.

(Got much more to list)

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

I'm going to write this with alot of emotions. Because in 2011, it was a roller coaster ride, many ups and downs. But I'm thankful because I grew even stronger than before.

The main highlights in 2011 are:

1) My project 3.

A 6 min short film we need to do. It was my first time doing a short film. And my group was all girls. It was not easy, so many times I really want to give up. But it was when I learnt to encourage myself knowing the power of self-encouragement. it really keep me going on no matter how tired, how discourage, how stress, how weak I am. And everything was paid off when we presented our film. I really felt the satisfaction, i succeed. Our film was impressive-Ah Ma!

2) MJ Survivor Camp

I really enjoyed this year camp. The people and the presence of God. It was a memorable one. Our house won. We don't have alot of people in our house, but we all had one thing -unity. I love basel. The best people I ever want to group with. Thank you Basel. And the presence of God was so strong, so powerful and so pure. The joy of the Lord is my strength!

3) Internship @ Moriah

Working with encouraging people, working people who had the same vision as me. They are serving God together with you in the marketplace. What a blessing, what an honor. I am blessed to be interning at there and knowing the people there.

4) The trip to Cambodia

This was when my dreams revived again. "Dreams that died they come to life again"

It was an eye opener going to Cambodia. I see how fortunate I'm and how poor the people there could be. Faces and eyes that begged me for money will always float in my mind. I remember the sad eyes. People laying their lives to help Cambodia. I was really touched, really blessed to be tagging along as an intern. I must be a channel as a person working in media to show and tell people how amazing this people are. I told myself, if I can, I must do it...

5) Final Year Project

It is not done yet. I still got 2 more months to go through it. I am hanging on, enduring. Doing this FYP was not easy. I see my fear in not speaking up, my fear of making someone unhappy, fear of not doing good enough. I was also very physically challenged. I never felt so tired before, really. I learnt to become a morning person. Nov and Dec I always spent my days to the fullest. Waking up early and sleeping early.

There were many things that happened in 2011. Be it school, relationships or moving house. I am still glad. Everything happened for a reason.

I moved from Aljunied to Tampines. From the beginning knowing had to move to Tampines, I was very unwilling and angry. I didn't want. Aljunied, where I grew up gave me so many wonderful memories. My friends were all living there. I quarreled with my mom so many times. But like I said, everything happened for a reason. I am now living in Tampines what can I do? It was bigger and more merrier. so....I will still prefer Aljunied but happy with staying here in Tampines. except the travel back home part. :(

I joined TV ministry in Church. I always wanted to join. It was enjoyable and fun. I'm still fresh and new in the ministry. I am reluctant because need to travel on the way down to Jurong west church which was abit sian. But i still enjoy serving in children church as a camera man. It was fulfilling. :)

What else? I guess one more thing, my mom attended church with us. It was a breakthrough. :)

Not forgetting, the friends I get to know.

They said friends are seasonal, I do agree in certain extend. Special ones stay in my heart forever no matter how many seasons in life.

I am thankful to get to know more friends in my life like:

Zi ying, Andy

They are my best poly friends. We spent our 2010 last days together, counting down together, bullying Andy( our best pastime hehehehe) exactly past one year. I really do hope our friendship can last long because you guys always make me so happy! Enjoying good foods together! had my first fine dining with you all during my 20th b'day. Although we got our own differences but I'm happy we will always try to make each other laugh no matter what. :)

Cheryl

This year was special because I knew Cheryl. Didn't know we can click really well. Everytime when we are together, i will just tell her,"we like drunk like that" we will always do crazy things together. She is a very clever girl, really. She taught me alot like shop at GMARKET. Never regret interning with her. And this year we went to buy guitar together. We must really travel together one day! I love friends that I can be very real in front of them. It is something that is very rare! We talked almost about everything together. If angry, we just angry and then after that we are normal again. :)

Azli

He is such a funny guy. I am really happy when I am with him, really very happy hahaha! we just make fun of one another and laugh at each other. He is always very helpful towards me despite him always making fun of me!

I will not list down the rest.....

The same people who had always remain in my heart:

Esther, Kweikee, Huiying, Shiyin

那些年 we fellowship non-stop...

Isabel, Huizhen, Jessica, Joshua, Esther, Michelle

Really miss 那些年 we fellowship non-stop.

E458 and E507 who really accepts who I am.

Times really passed so fast. I had been in church for 5 years!

I hope it is not too wordy for you?

because I haven't end.

How can I end without a conclusion right?

Yes.

So...

Actually, to be honest, I did not end the last day of 2011 well.

I'm someone who is very easily affected by people around me, especially those I really love. Even when I make any decision, I will first think of the people who I will affect. At the end, many times, I feel that I hurt the person more or even myself. I must tell myself in 2012, I need to be more direct and decisive. No means no, yes means yes.

I need to be more filial to my parents. In my growing up, I must also know my parents are growing old too. I need to spend my time with them no matter how busy I am. I need to be more understanding to them.

Confidence. I really need it. I need to tell myself, confessing to myself that I am good enough. Many times, I really feel less confidence and it makes me fearful. It is always one of my weaknesses. BE SECURED. LOVE MYSELF MORE. I LOVE OLIVIA.

"you will fail if you always try to please people" YES. I WILL RMB!

"do what you can, don't do what you cannot." YES!!

My future stands secure in my Father's hands!

P.S Don't be so lazy!

STATUS: VERY SLEEPY!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GOODNIGHT.

2011-11-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

The word that describe me right now is:

Tired.

Very.

F.Y.P is not final year project, is :

formal exhausted, worn out, weary, fatigued, dog-tired, dead beat, bone-tired, ready to drop,drained, zonked, wasted, enervated, jaded; informal done in, bushed, whipped, bagged, knocked out, wiped out,pooped, tuckered out.

Bye.

2011-11-16T23:31:00.009+08:00

Secondary days are really the best days.

This friends are all my secondary clique. They really made me miss my secondary days.

我们真的长大了。

都是美女和帅哥！

This picture not only made me miss staying aljunied but also my long fringe! :(

My best guy friend. forever we never grow up!

I always rmb how 3 of us used to be so noisy everywhere we go in school. We were always so crazy and noisy. They made my secondary days so fun and memorable.

Agree with me that secondary school is the best days?

I do admit that we been busy with each of our own life, one year we just met up during special days. But you girls and boy have always got a special place in my heart. Friends forever! :)

2011-10-26T02:20:00.002+08:00

INSTRUMENT.

heart of worship.

2011-10-19T21:30:00.005+08:00

Because I know

I’m strong because I know my weaknesses.

I’m wise because I’ve been foolish.

I laugh because I’ve known sadness.

We all need to know this is life. Whatever destroys us make us stronger than before.

It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.”
~ Theodore Roosevelt

2011-09-23T02:03:00.004+08:00

Hair.

As you can see, i just went for a haircut and a plastic surgery......

No la, bluff you. that's not me la.

that's han ye seul.

Her hair very pretty here, I like. She really can go well with short hair. all her short hairstyle very nice. I LIKE.

I want to do something to my hair.

so elegant right. short hair nice hor! I want that face too esp the sharp nose.

aiyo why so 爱美 here.

no no, i love who i am. I just want to do something to my hair now.

ok bye!!

2011-09-19T00:39:00.001+08:00

All I long for...

Jesus, be the centre of my heart, my life, my everything.

Is all about You, Jesus.

2011-09-04T03:04:00.002+08:00

Baby, I'm so lonely.

Perfect with the guitar. :)

Lively.

"Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely."

Love 2NE1. They're amazing. Love their songs. :)

Love the guitar. my currently message tone. :)

amazing combination. love it just the 2 instruments.

2011-09-03T03:21:00.006+08:00

Cambodia Trip

I was given an opportunity to go to Cambodia with Moriah Company. And I really thank God that I'm able to go with them. It was a learning experience. It was a lifetime experience that I can experience in life. I see more in the developing country and I could feel my heart getting bigger for the people.

I was inspired by the people who went them wanting to impact the Cambodians. It wasn't easy. I was blessed and deeply moved by some of the amazing people. During the trip, I got the urge to blog, I got the urge to share whatever I saw and learnt in there.

People from other country going there to change life. They sacrifice their good life in their own country to come to a poor country such as Cambodia to start a business and to provide a better life for the Cambodians. Some of them starts by impacting children, the next generation. It was then, I realized I'm so fortunate and blessed by what I have. The problems they were facing the shortage of food. They deal with problem such as "Am I able to live tomorrow, no food left." Our problem is, "Am I able to live without my phone?" We as Singaporeans are so fortunate. We shouldn't complained so much. "Why must I study?" People and children wanting to study so much, want a proper education in Cambodia. Some of us don't see education as important but in Cambodia, education is a thing they really need it and they are lacking of it. Child slaves, human trafficking, child prostitutes, child begging are everywhere in Cambodia. They are destroying their next generation.

I cannot forget the boy who walked over to my window where our van was on a dangerous roadside, begging me for money. His eyes was so miserable and helpless. I wanted to help but I was stop because if he always do this, his parents will keeping making use of him doing the same thing- begging for people. These poor children don't deserve a life like this.

Sigh. I wanted to weep for Cambodia. I feel so sad for them. I went to a orphanage who was founded by a foreigner name Norman. He was called the grandfather of Cambodia. We visited the children, bought gifts and accompanied them. They were so loving, all of them. You can imagine how much love Norman gives to them. I couldn't forget the scene when one of the child ran towards Norman and Norman immediately hug him like a precious child. Jesus & the little children. My heart was so full of love. Before I leave the orphanage, I hugged Norman really tightly. I told myself and him I'll come back again.

What are you dreams? Does opportunity always come to you to allow you to fulfill your dream? We interviewed a woman who was being sold to Taiwan to become a prostitute. She was lucky to meet a saviour who brought her back to Cambodia. She was given the opportunity to work in sewing factory/industry open by a USA lady called Ruth Elliot. She hired ex-prostitutes to work for her. Her main purpose was to give them a new job offer to let them live a better life. The woman we interviewed said she got a dream, she want open a shop selling her own sewing products and t-shirts. She got only one opportunity to do it. There was a young teenager who was very poor back then. We interviewed, he was given a chance to work young as a beginner chef in a restaurant opened by a man called Frank who came from Australia(I think). He said he want to open his own restaurant. He was given one chance to do it. How many chances we had, I bet we got more chances than them to fulfill our dreams in Singapore. But we often take it for granted and we didn't put in all our best. We must learnt to grab hold every opportunity that come and to appreciate it. It didn't come easy or coincidently. The Cambodians are working hard for their dreams because they are given the chance to start afresh and they can walk of their past. This might be the only opportunity I have to get to my dreams, I must do it well. We must always have this mindset. Do not let the past be something that stop us for achieving our dreams.

I shall stop, I am so tired and sleepy now. Stay tune.

2011-09-01T01:29:00.003+08:00

Jesus is the answer for the world today.

Cambodia's trip.

COMING SOON.

2011-08-21T15:27:00.006+08:00

You know my best friend.

On thursday, I met up with huiying on Thursday. As usual, she was late and I waited for her. But I'm thinking is alright, cus she paying for my dinner at swensens!

Then henderson wave after that, we started it again....

Love her, best friend forever, ever and ever!

Anyway, not only this I am updating about. I am going to SOT 2012 next year.

It was started with a prayer I made during my sis's SOT graduation, 09 that year. I ask God when I want to go SOT, i immediately saw the four number 2012. Till then, I know that I must go to SOT in the year 2012. Is not the end of the world! Rmb last year, I was still wanting the time to pass faster because I just can't wait for 2012. Now SOT 2011 just graduated, next year is our turn,

My 2 girls are going too!

Excited for 2012. Now I can't wait to finish my internship then my fyp then graduate! :)

2011-08-09T02:36:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day

Today is national day. Singapore's birthday. Happy Birthday Singapore. I'm gladly to say I am so proud to be a Singaporean. I'm lucky and contented. This is where I belong, I love my home.

But I still wish Singapore can be a little be cooler. Cus I really can't stand the hotness.

The sun rise from the east, and I live in the east, study in the east, work in the east, and everyday I feel so HOT when traveling in the morning, cus it is just to HOT!

Ok, anyway, Happy Birthday, Singapore <3 *fireworks*

Sometimes there is so much we feel, but so little we can say.

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.

2011-07-31T17:29:00.002+08:00

The time is getting nearer.

I'm sorry for my previous post. It was just me being emotional. I'm alright now. I feel happy. Internship is starting tomorrow. And last week, last friday was the last module for my 3 years in poly. It was as if we are going to graduate...

Having the module, studio production was a very good experience. We were the only batch taking this module. It was the first and the last. We were very lucky. :)

I remember, about one year ago, I posted "I want to graduate from poly." but as the time is getting nearer, I feel sad but yes, I still can't wait to graduate. Well, it must be the people in my poly life. Through SP, I feel that our bonds were closer together, everyday during weekdays we will communicate, crack jokes and also tease each other when we discussed our work. We build team spirit when going through assignment together during SP. We encouraged and helped one another. This is all TEAMWORK.

Not only this...in the past 2 years of my life, I am thankful to all the friends in poly I met. We move on to from classmates to friends, some of you all, good friends or even to best friends. At first, i thought it was not possible to find best friends or even good friends in poly. But it proved me wrong. It was through the times we spent together in class, school and some we travelled together. All of this were great memories together. It may be tough in this course sometimes, but thank God we made it through, together!

Thank you all for accepting me and tolerating me. Well...we still have our final lap to go, the time is getting nearer, but we haven't graduate yet, so let cherish each other! I realised I haven't really go for a real MOI gathering before. Anyway, it is just 3 months of internship, we will see each other again. For our final year project, let do it together! THEN GRADUATION~

2011-07-28T23:05:00.005+08:00

TODAY WAS....

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I don't know how to express it in word.

Sorry.

I wish I could type out my thoughts here, but I just don't know how to beginning with...

OK, THEN REMAIN INSIDE. :(

POUR TO GOD!

2011-07-21T00:36:00.001+08:00

To do lists.

I am going to read books to improve my English.

I want to go gym every week.

I want to go swimming soon.

I want to learn how to dance (I'm serious).

I want to catch up with dramas.

I want to watch harry potter all the movies. HARRY POTTER MARATHON!

There are so many "wants"

School, I am having my very last module in my poly years. Then I will start my internship and then my final year project. I am ready to lead a hectic schedule.

I want to graduate!

2011-07-13T01:34:00.004+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday.

Hi. Before I go to bed. Today, is my birthday, my 20th birthday. I turned 2o today. My celebration started on the 10th of July until today. First I had my house warming + my advanced celebration with my family + poly friends + secondary school friends & my church friends. It was my first time hosting. Hahaha, like as if I am having my 21st. Oh my, next year 13th July 2012 is my 21st, what should I do hmmm. Ok, moving over. On Monday, I went to MBS with Ziying & Andy. We went to a restaurant called Db bistro moderne. Very surprising, we dined in for 3 hours. We ate appetizer, main course and also dessert (surprise me) Forced them to sing happy birthday song for me. My first time dinning in in a very high class restaurant. The foods we ate, OMG, I tell you the scallops I ate....it was heavenly, soft and you-won't-want-to-swallow-it that kind of feel. you know. And and i tried foie gras which is duck's liver, i thought i will not like it because I don't like pig's liver. But OMG, it was heavenly and great...it just melted in my mouth. Now, i know why issit so expensive. Taste like cheese. YUM YUM YUM. I was so blessed by my two best friends in poly. Thank you Andy & Ziying. Looking forward for more trips to MBS with you all. :)

Then, yesterday, I met up huiying, jasmine, shiyin, elliot and josiah. We went to eat at P.S cafe. Very nice environment, very nice to chill but to dark. They surprised me and also blessed with the foods. :) Thank youuuuuu darlings. <3 I guessed I said enough on whatsapp. I'm so blessed.

My 20th birthday, although I wished I can always stay as a teenager, really don't want to turn 20 but but I'm so grateful that I lived through this 20 years. So grateful and blessed to know all the friends. I am blessed and contented. Of course, my family. <3

The grace and love of God in my past 20 years. I am ready to walk another 2o years. Please let it be a good one, God. :)

Yes, so on my actual day. I had a presentation from 9am to 8pm. Imagine, your 20th birthday stuck in a lecture room for the whole dayyyyyyyy! I leave early. was supposed to meet huizhen. But it turned out to be clement. I knew it on along that the siew sisters want to surprised me. But except the part when clement went to meet me. I thought I was really meeting huizhen. Hahaha, anyway, we had korean bbq. I told them before, we will celebrate each other b'day this year eating korean bbq. yes. it was yummy... meat meat meat! =D it was a blessing from the siew sisters. Anyway, siew sisters are esther and kweikee! haha.

Ok, <3 all of my friends. it was indeed a memorable 20th birthday. All the 151 posts in fb. i was greatly blessed and was very grateful for everything you all did and bought for me. Greatest gift is all of you all. loved.

Thank You God!

2011-07-03T02:36:00.002+08:00

The month of June.

Today is Sunday and tmr there is school. This 2 weeks of holiday was awesome. I did so many things, experienced so many things and everything was unforgettable. The best 2 weeks holiday ever.

First, let me talk about the 1st week. The 1st week of holiday was my zone youth camp, clothed by fire. BLOW MY MIND AWAY. I thought St. John Island was heaven. Every night, I met God and experience holy laughter. It was really, an unforgettable 2 night with the most powerful and inspiring pastors, Pst Kong and Pst MJ. They're really an inspiration. I was so honor to be in the same church and same zone with them. God is good. That night, He give me assurance, strength, reasons to be happy about and His unconditional love which I don't deserved. God is faithful to me. He never give up on me. Thank You God. The joy of the Lord is my strength, always and forever.

Also, I went to KL and Penang. It was fun with fun company. Sadly I was sick on the first two days in KL. After camp immediately fell sick. Sore throat must be all the shouting during camp. Thank God, GOT PI PA GAO. HEHEHE. And....ate alot of good foods! Walk like siao under the sun, so proud of you legs. Also, building bonds with the company while walking and everything. Other than walking, I can't think what we else did we did. Eat, walk, sleep, eat, walk, sleep. Ok, we did sing K. Alright, bye.

2011-06-21T02:42:00.003+08:00

Peace

Waa, finally I got time to blog. Feels like blogging. I am having my holiday now, my year 3 term 1 holiday. I've been waiting for this day to come. However, this holiday will be a very busy yet fruitful one. First I'm having my church camp after 2years. Second I am going to KL and Penang with Ziying, MeiZhen, Joe, May and of course, our KL friend Andy. I am looking forward for both!

School had been very hectic because of Project 4. Presentation all day, even on my b'day there is presentation. :( so sad right. Project 4 is the very starting of my final year project and no doubt end of 2011 and the beginning of 2012 will be the most hectic months. Can't wait to go through it and officially graduate from poly and then SOT 2012. Well, i don't bring it far. Anyway, I think I lack of confidence when I present or speak infront of people. I always speak too fast. I think a nervous....breakdown? Idk. I must overcome this. I must have confidence in myself.

How fast. Is already June. Just celebrated Esther's b'day and after her birthday, is my turn. I am turning 20. How fast. Next year 21. OMG. 20 STARTING OF THE DIGIT 2. so old. 10 MORE YEARS I AM 30 LIAO. Idk about this year b'day. I want to be simple. I want to celebrate with my loved ones. I don't need expensive or extravagant celebration. i want a simple lunch and dinner. then a must do on birthday-a cake with 2 big candles for me to blow out. Ok but I got a lot of things i need and want. I need shoes (specifically sneakers) and backpack. I want a holga and a very nice dream-catcher for my room. :) Most of all, I hope i will rvc a i-touch. :)
Oh my, i am being so shameless here. hahaha.

Overall. I want to receive peace. From myself, God, family, friends, cg, zone and the world.
I shall hold my peace and God will fight for me. :)

2011-05-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

Do nothing.

Yes, think of nothing not anything.
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Money wasted. Regret moments. :(
Move on, be strong again.
No matter what other say or think about you.
Be strong, you can still move on on your own.

2011-05-23T01:01:00.005+08:00

it all started with a dream.

Don't aim for success if you want it; just do what you love and believe in, and it will come naturally.~David Frost

Dream. We all dreams and we've dreams.

It may all started from a dream and now is leading you to nowhere. I think I got wrong dreams, it just come and it is leading me to no where because I am doing nothing about it. Yes, should stop dreaming and move on, focus on my other dreams. Something should let go better than keep holding on to it...... God got better dreams for me. I will be waiting patiently. :)

Right now, I really want to graduate. Thinking about it, I really love what I am studying. I am always so happy to share with people what I am studying. But somehow it really tired me out. I feel I didn't step out from my comfort zone, I feel I am scared to be who I want to be. Last year already, Fyp is nearer...last lap, like how I did for Olevel during my secondary school, give all my best.
God, You'll help me, pull me through it...

Love, makes us continue...

Keep on keeping on... don't be discourage.

I came across a quote...."Being affected means that you're not being confident about yourself."
So true right.
Recently, feeling very affected by stuffs, people. Getting offended. But no, i must stop. It is not helping me, I must be confident about myself! Love who you're, be who you really are. No point trying to explain and please everyone.

Last quote of the day.
"Just because things aren't going right,that just means that your learning more about yourself and it will make u a better person in the long run."
"Don't worry,Don't be afraid. Because you know what ever life will throw at you, won't break you down. Because you believe in your strength."
Life not going on your way? Then learn how to accept it and turn to make it your way.
SHOW YOUR STRENGTH. :)

When I am feeling insecure, the only thing I can do is pray. :)
WITH EXPECTATION. :)

2011-05-19T21:40:00.004+08:00

My Hero.

Dance like there’s nobody watching,

Love like you’ll never be hurt.

Sing like there’s nobody listening,

And live like it’s heaven on earth.

"I'm strong, I'm strong. You can do this." I told and encouraged myself, no matter what people say, how people say, what people do, situations and words that come. I am my own hero.
I.don't.want.to.get.affected.
NOTHING.CAN.AFFECT.ME.

Sometimes, I feel that I am alone in my own world, because people around fail me, don't understand me and I just simply want to ignore them. But I know I am not alone and cannot be affected by it. Hmmm, sometimes I just need some encouragements, assurances, hugs, a pat on the back and tell me, "You can do it" again. Then I will be okay, I will move on, move out of my own world.

God, can I find that one person who will move me on and knows my heart.....
ah, I think You're the one.
More than enough.
GOD.IS.MY.HERO.

This post is suppose to be an emo post from me, but I hope it'll encourage you. :) God can be your hero. Sometimes you have to be your own hero because you need to save yourself and push yourself to believe again, in God, in yourself. Trusting in Him once again.
All the hero out there, You can do it! (A pat on a back)

2011-05-19T00:57:00.001+08:00

Faith

Recently, I just came across this photo. When I see this photo, I was amazed. This picture speaks thousands of words. Maybe not thousands, but few words. Haha.

I see boldness, courage, fearless, freedom, faith in it!
I didn't know I can get so encourage by this picture. It makes me feel so empowered. I think I can feel how the person is feeling when he jump down the cliff. "Might be fearful, but who's cares, one life live it to the fullest, just give it a try! Anyway, I am already jumping in." Well, the second person behind him, must be waiting, full of anxiety but yet excited! "Is he going to die? Still surviving ma, oh oh I am next liao. He jump, I jump la! Hack care" Influence, not missing out the word. Like oral, looking at the picture and analyzing how I feel about it. Hahaha!

I want to be like that in life, just hack care, gonna give it a try no matter what! Can you can you feel the excitement when the guy is jumping! Is like hack care, I am going to enjoying no matter what happened. Totally free like bird kind of feel, weeee~ Can see right, he is enjoying! Hahaha, maybe he was kanna push down or what.

Idk why am I posting about this photo. Maybe now my situation now is like, I am going to hack care, just gonna give it a try. Placing my faith, my trust in my God.

Live it right! Tag me! :)

2011-05-04T17:51:00.004+08:00

Faithful

Haven't been faithful updating this space. I don't know whether there is people still reading this space. Look at my tag box, all those advertisement tags....... Hi!
I don't think I will close down this space. This is where I'll still record down my thoughts.

anyway, I got myself a tumblr account.
http://olifaithvia.tumblr.com
do check it out.
I'm very faithful there, i think!
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God is faithful.
Is because of His faithfulness, love and grace that why I'm still here now.
Where will I be without You in my life.

"He is the same yesterday, today and forevermore."

2011-05-04T03:00:00.007+08:00

Photos uploaded.

Happy 20th Birthday Kwei kee. <=

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"Be strong, be strong." I said to myself.

2011-04-24T15:06:00.003+08:00

Poly Year 3.

Today is the last day of my holiday. The last time I blogged was when my holiday just started. And 1month passed, school is starting tmr. Ask me whether I'm excited? Yes and no. I'm excited because is my final year in poly. Looking back, I can vividly remember the first day I enter to poly, a freshman. Meeting my new classmates, how we became friends. Just 2 years, but how come I feel it was longer than 2 years. Faster than I thought. Can still remember huiying posting about her last year in her poly and I was still thinking to myself,"I still got 1more year, sianzxxxx." But very soon, I will be graduate from poly. Amazed how times can pass so fast.

Happy Good Friday.
If God can raise Jesus from the dead, He can do anything for you!-Pastor kong Hee.
"Why do you seek the living One among the dead? He is not here, but He has risen." Luke 24:5
JESUS! WE CALL ON YOU!

2011-03-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

I want to capture...

2011-03-24T18:57:00.003+08:00

Project 3

Closer Apart 阿嬷

Just finished my project 3. Finally is my holiday. Ended my poly year 2. Happily ended.
We had our final interim and we were so happy with our final work. Thank God I got very good lecturers. Ever since our last interim with them till the final one, they have been giving us a lot of support and encouragements. Glad they were so proud and impressed with our work. But we can still do better. :)

Indeed, the process of project 3 was very tiring. Tiring, physically and mentally. But glad at the end, we did it, we managed to pull through it no matter how many disagreements, arrangements or how many discouragements we face, we pull through it together. We did our best. And our hard work was shown. Finally paid off! :)

Love working with them. My group mates. of course with Cheryl. :)
They taught me and also guide me in my role. Thank you girls!

Now I feel so empty without project. Hahaha, still, I am going to enjoy my holiday. Need to plan what to do in the 1 month.
Not very looking forward to move to Tampines :(

Phewww, 终于结束了。我可以好好的休息，可以好好的收拾东西搬家。

2011-03-23T16:26:00.003+08:00

School

So much to write. I'm back and I'll be back here.

Holiday is tmr and the end of poly year 2.

Going to year 3.

Amazed how time passes so fast.

I wish when I close my eyes and then open, it will be 2012.

I'll graduate from poly!

Till then, SOT.

Project 3 is crazy, FYP will be worst.

I can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me!

ENDURE, ENJOY AND EXPERIENCE!

2011-03-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

Eye candy, killer smile.

Park Si Hoo.

ATTRACTIVE.

I'm attracted to Korean guys who act instead of Korean guys who sing and dance.
I think I fall in love with him, his personality in Prosecutor princess. hehehe.

I think I like mature guys. HAHAHA.

AWWWW!

2011-03-07T01:12:00.003+08:00

a good night sleep.

Recently there are many things in my mind. I must think and I must do. I am feeling tired. Sometimes, I struggle to give up or to keep on keeping on.

Project 3 is killing me. Is tough, not easy working in group. I don't have a lot of skills and experiences. But I tell myself, I can do it, I believe. I can, we can.
POWER OF SELF ENCOURAGEMENT!

If God is in the project that will be the best project.

God, please help me to walk through it. Face it.
I can do all things who strengthens me.
Nothing is impossible with You.
Your joy is my strength!

endure, Olivia.

2011-02-08T02:52:00.004+08:00

...........................

I intended to sleep. But I'm so angry suddenly. I know I shouldn't feel this way. I know I should be... understanding.

I witnessed a brother hitting his brother for not studying his spelling, for being lazy. He pushed his head. I went to stop him. To be honest, I nearly cried at that moment. I don't know why. I think of myself. Me, being hit in front of so many relatives. And no one do something. They must be thinking, this child is naughty, must be hit to learn from his mistakes. I don't think that the way to teach. Maybe yes...but just not for me. I don't want to hit my child to teach them. There must be another way! My mom argued with me that children must be hit by parents to learn from their mistakes, to listen to them and... I argued back with her. Because I experienced that humiliation, that useless/helpless feeling, that fear and also that hatred that followed me through my growing up years. Why, is there any other way beside hitting your child? I don't think it helps, to be truthful. Sometimes, I think I can teach better than some parents. Using violence is just not the way to teach. Maybe I am not a parent myself yet that why I couldn't understand why parents need to hit their child to teach them.

That day, I tell myself, I will never hit my children like how some parents do. Can parents be more thoughtful of what you'll cause them in the future rather than the physical pain you are causing them when you hit your children.

2011-02-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday

So, yesterday I wore high heels. (not that one above, but another one) And is killing my feet. I couldn't even balance myself. My hands were swinging back and fro while walking. My sister had to remind me to stop swinging my hands while walking. I'm thinking why did I bought it at first? Should be my sister brainwashed me. She said," Leng, can you try new shoes, try wearing heels la. Make your legs look skinner." When she said the word skinner, my mind had already said yes to my heart. Argh, I'm giving her to wear anyway. I'm going to consider whether to wear heels anymore. HAHA. I love sneakers and I finally bought the blue high cut sneaker. HEHEHE!

And, yesterday, we had our cousins karaoke session. I enjoyed so much. It was our first time. We emo-ed, we high-ed, we scream-ed while we sang. We sang until we got no voice, we sang out of tuned. HAHAHA. It was fun! And we sang from 10pm to 3am!

Anyway, when we were about to leave, guess who we saw! We saw Elvin Ng Jun Xiong! He walked pass us at K-BOX corridoor! (I should have fall down or something so he can take notice of me or even help me HAHAHA) My sister told us because we didn't notice, he was going to the toilet, so me and my cousins desperately wanted to see him, we rushed to the toilet. I waited outside the toilet wanted to see him. (The first time I saw him, I didn't get a chance to really see his face and now this was second time.) My sister keeps asking us to go cus she felt very paiseh. My cousins saw him in the toilet. (They wash their hands super long just to see him) Then Elvin Ng was styling his hair (He must had knew we want to take a picture with him) Then right, my sister keeps asking us to leave. We wanted a picture with him, so we waited and he was still styling his hair , must be........my sister still very paiseh keep wanting us to leave. So we walked out of K-BOX. HE CAME OUT. One of my cousin was still inside then Elvin Ng saw my cousin he said," HEY HELLO HAPPY NEW YEAR!" to my cousin!! I totally missed the chance! I didn't get to see or say hi or even a picture with him! After that, we keep on blaming my sister and wanting to go back for a picture with him. We came out with many funny excuses just to go back to see him.. HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY! Aiya! 2nd time already, still haven't see his look. Walk passed me leh! Aiyooo! Why I never notice, why why! It was fate, we actually wanted to leave at 2pm but we decided not to. And when we leave at 3pm, he was going to the toilet. Where got so 巧的!

anyway, I just felt very 可惜, so type it out here to vent out. Am I right? Very 可惜 right!

2011-02-03T14:07:00.013+08:00

Happy Rabbit Year

Is QQ's year!
(I still got a rabbit.)

My room...

After.

new shoes.

Don't look back anymore, look forward and move on.
Happy QQ year. :)

2011-01-26T01:43:00.003+08:00

Jesus.

Jesus is my peace, my joy, my strength, my confidence...
and my true first love.

2011-01-21T01:28:00.009+08:00

True?

The person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person,so never leave them. Because they'll never say that they need you, they'll never share.

2011-01-20T23:57:00.010+08:00

Jan 2011

How was your 2011? How was your Jan?
Mine was great. I started 2011 in KL with Andy and Ziying. It was great. I enjoyed. The following week I went to my first ever cruise with my girls, May, Ziying and Ziying's sister. We celebrated Ziying 22nd birthday.

KL was great, with the warmly hospitality from Andy's family. We had so much fun, so many things to joke about.

Different trip, first time experience and awesome company!

Live your life, take risks, laugh at every moments.

I'm stepping out. I joined Aida's dance group to perform on this coming Sunday at the bay. Trying new things, gaining new experience and believing yourself. I doubt whether I can make it because I had no confidence in myself performing dance, then I got encouraged and then I decided to take a step of faith. I want to believe in myself. I want to try and not give up easily. If I take that first step, I'm able to take the second step, then the third step and etc steps. The performance day is getting nearer!

And what else, school? Yes, it was great with my classmates, but not the class especially with Wayne being my lecturer. I was learning how to fall asleep instead of cinematography. I dreaded going his class. But I did learnt new things. During this week in his class, may, ziying, me and yaz played MONOPOLY DEAL in his class, trying to hide from him... More than a game huh hahaha! CDS was relax, fun and entertaining. I got to watch a lot of the local movies in Singapore not only Jack Neo's movies. It was actually weird watching movies early in the morning.

I like the movie I watched yesterday, the days by Boi Kwong. And if you are:

-A teenage Ah Beng or Ah Lian or a wannabe Ah beng or Ah lian
-In a gang
-Support Local Productions
-You Support The Yellow Ribbon

Aiya, if you're a Singaporean especially a teenager.Strongly recommend you all to watch this movie. :)

&...
Forever Fever by Glen Geoi was nice too. It was filmed in 1999. Tell you all,this film was very very different from other Singapore's films. Watch it if you're a Singaporean. haha. Adrian Pang looks like Joshua. hahaha.

What else in Jan? Yes, I went to gym almost every 1 week with Ziying. She'll always motivate me to exercise and she is my best accompany! Last time, exercising to me is about the result but now is not, is the process of keeping fit. :) Swimming swimming! Next I want Scuba driving! Dying to try it out!

P.S Play many many rounds of monopoly deals with my cell group, friends and my poly classmates. Great game invented, better than the monopoly board game.

Going to be February! See I did so many things, gained so many experiences in the very first month of Jan. Tell me, 2011 will be great! Yes, it will!

Experience is the best thing you get if you cannot get anything...

2011-01-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2011!

2010 was a journey, was an experience.

2010-12-21T02:36:00.005+08:00

Holiday.

Holiday for 2 weeks! & Christmas is coming.

After Christmas, is my 4th year anniversary in church.

AND 2011!

GREATER THINGS ARE YET TO COME!

can't believe I'm going to my third year in poly. HOW FAST TIME PASSES!

HMMMMM...
i think i shall not think so much yet, is holiday, yeahhhhh! So enjoy it!

I love the sky.I love the sun.
I think of heaven. I think of God.
How beautiful is His creation.

2010-12-07T14:57:00.015+08:00

Updates.

Been so long since I update about my life.
So ever since I came back Shang Hai. School starts and life get busier..but still enjoying life.

Ok, firstly, I went MBS to celebrate sis 21st and aunt's birthday. Thank God mom is a member there, that why we can often book their room and enjoy there. Is awesome. I love the room, the toilet, the bath tub esp and the sky park. :)))
my family.
ziying and me.

sis and i

loving my greeny camera. I can take underwater pictures and is so funnnnn! hehehe.

Singapore's view is very beautiful at MBS.

And on this one particular day, I went down to tampines mall after my school. Cus Kim Hyun Joon is coming. & Yes! I saw him. His smile killed me.
I'm so happy, I get to see him so near. :)) Is like a small dream come true for me.
So near yet so far. But for one moment, I thought was only me and him. hehehe.

Also, went to queue for starbucks. Hahahaha!

Then, I got a new bb phone. :)))

Sorry about my face, still in the sleepy mode.

Went to attend Mr chia's wedding. Happy that he finally found a wife. Was so worried for him last time. hahaha.
Thinking about the days in GM. Nostalgia. Miss my secondary school.

Went USS for the first time, the night one. Had fun taking pictures.
the picture don't look like we are in Singapore.

Watched Harry potter part 7 and had been re watching all the harry potter movies from 1 to 6.
And the last thing I want to recommend is this Thai romance comedy movie that I watched. I love it, everything, the screenplay, the script, the jokes, the stories, the plots and the actor^^...of cus the actress. Hahaha! :DDD is called hello stranger. Go watch!
Joshua recommend me btw.

just a random picture.

Ok, bye. Got to go think about my story for screenwriting!

2010-11-26T00:36:00.008+08:00

Friendship.

If you asks me, what is important in my life, I will say the friendships I have is important to me.
Life is about connecting. Imagine, you are in the world without friendships, where will you be, how will you become? I want to cherish every single friendships I have.

I've many friends, but yet few are close to me. They are my best friends.

1) Isabel Samantha Low

Yes, she is my real blood sister, but she is also my best friend. She is the one that I can trust the most. She sees the real me and know my inside out. She always speak the truth to me and never fail to not understand me. She is the one that I will always yearn to have heart to heart talks and always the one that I know I can depend on. She is like my mother at times, like my second mother because when I got no money, she will give me hehehe. In my life, she plays so many different roles, I can't imagine life without her.

2) Esther Leah Phua

I really thank God for this special friend. Esther, she walks in to my life, hold my hands and walk together with me in every moments of my life. The memories we created and the love she gave me will never leave my heart or replace by anyone or anything. She is not only my best friend, she is also my soul mate. We've so many similarities and we enjoyed doing together. She is amazing cus she leave so many many many memories to me and when I think about all of the memories we had together, I will just smile to myself and thank God for it. The happy times, sad times, tough times and the times when we quarreled. Is amazing to have all this, because through this great memories and times, I knew i found a best friend, someone who I really love as my best friend. We may be imperfect or expect perfections from each other, we may be jealous of each other, we may have hurt each other before or have in-differences in us. But all this are not the main factor, this is just what we go through in friendship and we will not let it affect our friendship. We moved on, we forgive and most importantly we love each other. I will never forget the times we shared our dreams, I'm so excited to walk towards the dream together with you. I will never want to lose this best friend. Rmb, you're unique, you're beautiful in your own special way and that why I love you!

& In this friendship with Esther, I learn that trust, communication and understanding towards each other is so important to sustain a friendship.

Friendship is not only about finding similarities, it's more about appreciate differences.

3) Koh Hui Ying

Is amazing, how we are best friends now even we seldom see each other. She changed so much, taller, prettier and wiser. But I am glad that when I got to know her the first time when she was childish, noisy, short and not really pretty and I see her grow so much... my best friend from pri3 to now, poly year 3. How memorable at the times, when we never failed to call each other every night and talked anything under the sky, talked about guys, friends and craps. She is special because she got her own style, own mind and also a very good heart till now, that makes her beautiful from the beginning when i first knew her. That why she is still my best friend now. Love how the way she thinks about life, the way she will try her best not to get influence, the way she work hard for her goals(she always asked me to pay attention in class during pri 6) and the way she treats her friends(always cook for me, hehe. ) She is always so real in front of me. She will scold me and tell me things straight in my face, see so real right hahaha. She had also taught me so much. (I rmb she told me to take the flyers from anyone who is giving out to me because every flyers they give out, they will earn money. Good heart right?) Love to have heart to heart talks with her and love how she tease me.

I am tired! I will continue my post soon. I haven't write enough, there are still many best friends!
To be continue...

2010-11-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

why not live underwater, one day?

I want to go diving one fine day.
I want to see the underwater world.
love the feeling of being free and light and quiet.
one day ok. c:

2010-11-16T01:59:00.002+08:00

Moving on.

Having a dream will give a person strength to keep on moving. Dream dreams, stick to them, go forward and make them real!
Having someone you know who loves you will give you strength to move on in life. Love your loved ones, stick to them! True relationships exits and it can be forever!

2010-11-07T04:04:00.003+08:00

Oh God!

You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have.-Anon.
You never know how much you need God, until God is the only one you have.

This is how i feel right now. God is the only one I have. No matter how strong I am, I can never be as strong as I thought I can be. Because I am a human, I am weak. That why I need God in my life. I am always yearning for peace, joy and love. I know people find true peace, true joy and true love by ending their life or think they must have the whole world. But mine came from God, I am not being holy here, but I am speaking what is true in my heart. I know the real joy, real peace and real love because I experienced it.

John 16:33
These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation, but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.
John 14:27
Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you, not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Do you know, this are the most 3 important things you need to have hope in life? :)

2010-11-05T23:15:00.008+08:00

My private space.

My bolster every night.

Loving my BB:>

And the yellow rubber jacket. :>>

My messy room. :/

heavy head.

2010-11-05T22:00:00.004+08:00

Another world..........

My school started one week ago, I hadn't been going class in the noon, but instead to a cinema. Film language is a module when I got the chance to watch a lot of different films. I love watching films, it makes me feel that I am in another world.

I love films that makes my mind blows away. Not all films can make me feel this way. I feel very satisfy when films leave me feeling very surprise, very moved, very jarred, very impressive, very emotional, very disgusted etc... I feel like I am with the actors or the actresses, for example, the pain they went through makes you feel the pain too. Good films must give the audiences the same feelings that the actors and actresses are going through. Whoa, film-making not easy but very exciting. You create story in your own world and you express it. The power of film making! Is like an art, being creative in every elements.

And I realized, most of the beginning of the very successful films sometimes make you feel bored, but you don't know until you watch finish the beginning and move on to the middle and the ending, cus it will be the best, the turning point,the climax and hopefully a good and happy ending! (anyway, i like cliffhanger endings.) Is like life, the beginning of your life might be boring, but is just the beginning! You have your middle, your end that will the best in your life!:D
So endure, enjoy and experience. This are the 3 "E" i always tell myself when going through life or watching a film. :)

2010-10-30T02:29:00.004+08:00

Hi, dreams.

Hey,I am waiting. Yes, please wait. How long. *silent* hellooo, how long. you should ask yourself. me? why me.
Cus you're the dreamer and all dreams starts with a dreamer.

In life, many thoughts are born in the course of a moment, an hour, a day. Some are dreams, some visions. Often, we are unable to distinguish between them. To some, they are the same; however, not all dreams are visions. Much energy is lost in fanciful dreams that never bear fruit. But visions are messages from the Great Spirit, each for a different purpose in life. Consequently, one person's vision may not be that of another. To have a vision, one must be prepared to receive it, and when it comes, to accept it. Thus when these inner urges become reality, only then can visions be fulfilled. The spiritual side of life knows everyone's heart and who to trust. How could a vision ever be given to someone to harbor if that person could not be trusted to carry it out. The message is simple: commitment precedes vision.

- High Eagle

The best thing about dream is the dreamer because nothing happens unless someone starts to dream. Are you still waiting for your dreams?

I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams.

- Jonas Salk

人是因为梦想而伟大。no one has the right to take your dreams or ruin it!

I'm not waiting but I am searching hard. Dreamers, start to dream now! Dreaming, after all, is a form of planning. (:

2010-10-24T03:38:00.003+08:00

如果你只能实现一个愿望，那会是什么？

每次问自己这个问题时，我心里每次都很多愿望。可是那天，我在地铁里想了这个问题，我心里就只有那一个简单的愿望。就是，希望我爱的人都可以很健康，快乐。这好像很普通的一个愿望，但是又有谁真的实现了这个愿望呢？

‘亲爱的主，请你不要带走我身边所有我爱的人，希望他们都可以健健康康康，快快乐乐。阿门。’

我会一直为你祷告。

每次等到要失去候才知道有多么爱。我不想有遗憾。

2010-10-21T16:47:00.004+08:00

Back from Shang Hai.

Went Shang Hai on the 12th to the 19th. It was a totally new experience because I went to the world expo and with new company, my poly friends. The days in Shang Hai were spent fruitfully, I woke up early everyday and spent the whole day from day to night.

The most memorable part of the trip was the 3days in world expo. We spent the whole day there, from day to night. Walking, queuing and also running at times. My legs are gone for the 3days. I told zy and may that when i go back to Singapore i want to eat frog leg porridge! But still,I enjoyed it very much. The eating of different foods from different countries pavilion was the besssttt! The yummy foods we had was like heaven! It was definitely worth it to visit world expo! Not forgetting, the company I had, they added colours into my world expo memories.

My poly classmates were very entertaining and funny, friendly too. Funny experiences we had in the bus and having dinner! HAHA! They are like a comedy show.

Shang Hai is a very nice place, but to be truthful, the people there were very rude. I experienced it when queuing up for pavilions at world expo. And the china people ways and actions had became the joke for the whole trip hahaha.

The city in shang hai is so beautiful, this is always where I wanted to go!

The most difficult part of going for a long holiday is coming back to home and realized that you are back to reality, there are things to be worry about, work to do and school is starting soon. :( You were so relaxing for so long, nothing to think and worry about, & poof...you are back!

But for me, I did miss Singapore, miss my family, miss my dogs and service when i was in shang hai! :) Still good to be back home.

our tour guide, with the hand sign good.

He concluded one thing for the whole trip, he said that 3things we liked to do, sleep in the bus, go toliet and being late. haha. He was a very patient man (:

Enjoyed shang hai, enjoyed my holiday! Last few days for school to start.

More pictures at facebook, my eyes look so small in the photos! Must had slept too much!

P.S i love hotel room now! The nights in the hotel room were so good, i slept so soundly every night.

2010-10-09T02:46:00.005+08:00

Shanghai

I really can't wait to go ShangHai with my fav girls in poly! No doubt we will be sharing so much in the hotel room and making fun of one another during the trip. Is always another feeling when I am with them. They are makes me laugh and feel so comfortable in school with them. I want to take millions of pictures back with all of them! Hee^^ This is a chance to build good relationships with my classmates. I am so ready for ShangHai.... and of course shopping!!!:DDD
ShangHai here I come!!

Let me have courage, let me have the joy. Although there will never fail to have cg and service every week, but it is always so different every week. God will always never fail to encourage me and make me fall in love with Him again. I love God, I love the presence, I love it when the Holy Spirit moves. It is always a special encounter.

Recently, there are alot disappointments in my life that when I thought about it I will suddenly "UGRH" loudly to myself and scared the dogs but I don't want to be affected by it anymore. I will overcome all of it.

2010-10-07T02:54:00.010+08:00

Holiday

I'm so free during my holiday while people are having their major exams, Nlevel..... guys, all the best for your exams. I walked through it, it not as tough as you thought! Conquer it and have faith. Jia you!!

Anyway, had been spending time with my bbf, shiyin! She is a kidnapper, she locked me at her place.
Anyway, today is her special day!
Happy 19th birthday.

We didn't meet and spend time together for so long, glad to spend my holiday with her. So when my school starts, she don't have any reason to say i always never meet her. Just kidding luh. She changed a lot, super love pretty (in chinese) but she is pretty la. hehehe. In your birthday, may you have more wisdom, grow more mature and also to become more gentle.

In a friendship, it takes two hands to clap. When one moves forward, the other one has to move forward too.- Shiyin

& I'm trying my best to be as real as myself in front of every of my friends!:D

I am so freeeeeeeeeeeeeee during my holiday! How is morning like now?? I sleep like there is no tomorrow to sleep.

2010-10-05T01:37:00.004+08:00

Friends Forever.

Relationship is not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

All of my friends are important to me, each of them play a part in my life.

That why it is worth of my time, my efforts, my love.

I believe in friends forever.

2010-10-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Christian Life.

Christian's walk is about knowing the strengths and also the weakness of yours, and when you know it, using the power in you, transform to a new being from your old self. Having the faith that you can do all things through Christ who strengthen you, knowing that God is possible to do the impossible. How true!

Doesn't mean I am OK or I don't angry, I don't have my limits, I am just not so easily angry.

I can be angry and I will be angry. And if i am first provoked, then I got my reason to be angry. Sometimes, I need to be respected, because I am a human, most importantly, i am a girl. To a person, a small matter can also affect them, is not just the big matters. Small matters or big matters they are all matters to a person.

You and I go through our own things in life, everyone is going through things in their life. It doesn't means when you go through a lot, you got the rights to say whatever you like and make sure people will understand or even know you are going through some things in your life and also because you don't show me that you're going through things in your life! How will I ever understand...I am a imperfect person. I am always learning to be understanding.

I am learning to change, to also respect myself. Change is the constant things in life. If I don't change, how can the people around me change? Yes. I am trying my best. Is time to move forward, not in a circle!

The 3 most important word to me: Lord, help me!!! I need Your grace.

2010-10-02T03:11:00.004+08:00

I feel like writing because there is so much things running in my mind now. But I don't know how to start here. I'm feeling tired. . . what is in my h e a r t now???

2010-10-01T03:58:00.006+08:00

Beautiful girls

So what kind of girl is beautiful to you? :)

For a girl, beautiful may be the faces of how they look or even how their body figures are like. We girls always determine by the physical appearances or the comments people says.

But what is beautiful to a girl?

If someone has to ask me this question, what makes a girl beautiful? I will say when a girl is confidence, she is beautiful.

There is a quote saying, you don't need to be told beautiful to be beautiful. How true!

We live in a world that is so realistic, many of people in the world look at the outwards than the inwards. To be honest, this is very discouraging! But as long as we have a beautiful heart, we endured, we experienced, we do not even grow stronger inwardly but also more beautifully(: Cus one day,the beautiful heart will reveal outwardly and people will see.

Ask yourself,girls, when do we really live for ourselves? We restrict our own diets, we restrict our ownself by not being who we really are. Is physical appearances so important to all girls? Let us have our own freedom, to be who we want to be and being secured in who you're.

To be truthful, I am constantly struggle in fear of how people may look at me, having a very low self-esteem and lacking of confidence. I can't be who I really want to. I make myself look shy but actually I am not.

Confidence is beautiful. Knowing who yourself are. Being confidence is the very basic of a beautiful girl, having a born to be pretty face, putting make up and wearing nice are bonus of being beautiful. Be real to yourself. Be happy. Be beautiful. When a girl is confidence, you can feel it. The most beautiful and best things must be felt in the heart.

You are beautiful, no matter what they say.

I am not perfect physically, I am not very beautiful, I do not have a sexy figure, but before I want to have all this, I must first work on my own confidence. Tell yourself this, you're beautiful, no matter what they say.

Anyway, God makes His creations beautiful. Don't believe, go look at the mirror.(: So start loving yourself.

2010-09-29T02:04:00.006+08:00

Beautiful.

Last week, I was watching the Miss korea 2010 and there was a question given to one of the pageant. "What is beautiful to you?" & I thought to myself, "what is beautiful to me?" I can't give an answer. But on that day, I went to shop. While I am shopping with my sister, I came across this quote in a book shop and I thought, how true it is..

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. -Helen Keller

If someone ask me, "What is beautiful to you?" I will say, love is beautiful. You can't see love, you can't touch love but you can feel love. Love touches your heart. Any kind of love is beautiful. We love being loved, we love to love, we love to be in love. "Beautiful" gives us a good feeling. Indeed, the most beautiful and best things must be felt in the heart.

God's love is the best and most beautiful love I experience in my heart. He sent down His son to the cross and died for all of us. For me, I think this was the most beautiful thing that happened in my life. Although the sufferings Jesus had in the cross was gruesome and bloody, but it was the love He had that made everything beautiful, I definitely felt that in the deepest of my heart. True love, the most greatest of love of all. How beautiful! My heart was overflowing with God's love, my heart couldn't express the beautifulness of it.

God, Your love is beautiful, amazing!

so, what is beautiful to you?:) am I? hahaha!

2010-09-12T20:23:00.005+08:00

Change

to see a better view and a clearer picutre:)

I want to give up. I want to go in to my own world and not care about what is in the real world. The real world is the reality, the people are imperfect, the pressure are pressing on everybody, we are so insecure in the future and so afraid to be in the real world. We want to run away.

Thank God I have God in life. I shouldn't be afraid, i need to move on together with Him, no matter how hard it is. I know about His faithfulness. I know I can always find God.

drop your link so i can link you.

2010-09-11T04:33:00.003+08:00

hungry foreverxz

I decided to post a picture after typing this post out. that is Holly my 1year to be pet dog, if you don't know. not my soft toy.

Is 4:38 in the morning, i am having my breakfast, my McGiddles...taste really good. I always love waking up early and have breakfast. But it is always so hard to wake up early and have breakfast! But today, i did it..... ya right! the truth is i haven't even sleep how can i even wake up. haa. so, supper or breakfast now? Aiya, who cares, as long as i am having yummy food right now. hee. Yumm.. the honey is superb match really well with the egg and sausage. Of course the all time favourite, cheese!

Girls, can you please tell me whenever your da yi ma is coming, you'll have a huge appetite! You will never be full! This always happens to me and my sis. We are big eaters! & We predicted that we're coming..soon. it must be, we wish(we just can't accept that we are big eaters). & My mood will be in a swing, i do hope i can control but is so hard... or is just excuses??? well.......i don't know.

What am i been busy with? Okay, 2 things i am looking forward in a week other than going to church..well! i am looking forward to my 2 kdrama! I feel like i am in another world. haha,i am too over right. no la. Just enjoy watching drama esp when my jihoo is inside hahaha!
Ok, coming back to reality, I am having my p2 now, not holiday. Had been busy with my documentary production. It is definitely not easy doing a documentary and also working with new and different people. But it is the experience. having the opportunity to gain new and different experiences is definitely worth the try! :) yes!

Life is like a roller coaster, how true! emotions are like riding a roller coaster too. I have to learn to go through the ups and downs and not being afraid by the all the ups and downs or even the 360 degrees turn! We go through it and believe that there is always a end in a roller coaster ride. Endure, experience and enjoy. Stay strong!

Olivia, jiayou. you are stronger than you even think. You know who is in your life. :)
Life is tough, but God is good. His love and grace is the greatest of all. And all i ever want.

Shang Hai, what are you. I am so excited to know you next month for 1 week! :)

2010-08-22T05:17:00.005+08:00

5am in the morning.

Ever since, I became a poly student, night life is for me. I had been sleeping late and waking up early. Yea, it is not good for health. The reason why I slept late is because I always feel in the night, is the only time for myself. I usually have my quiet time in the night.

And yes.... Morning prayer meeting indeed had been a sacrifice for me. I slept for only a few hours and forced myself out of bed to rush down to HOG church to pray. Although is tiring and sometimes when I pray, i thought i am dreaming. It is difficult but I am hungry.

I am glad I win over my flesh. :)

I received many from God during the prayer meetings.

God is powerful than your mind, your thinking!

Having the mind of Christ is letting the HS to lead you, being spiritual.

Seeing myself in the river of fresh water. For you to clean yourself, to refresh yourself, to drink when you are thirsty.

God's grace, goodness and power.

Prayer is the key to your spiritual life!

I am yearning to swim.... I want to jump into the pool and swim swim swim.

Swimming is my favourite sport of all. Partly, I saw a hongkong drama show about swimming that makes me want to swim.=)

Lastly, I felt disappointed from people and myself recently. But I don't want to give up on people and myself. Love keeps us going on.

Goodnight/good morning!

2010-08-18T11:55:00.005+08:00

Only photos, love golden half.

See the green car:> i want that.

Taipei is a very awesome country. love the foods and the sky there. much misses and loves there.
i would like to visit there again with you or you or you? who wants to go taipei? :>

amazing place, amazing people. God bless Taiwan!
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love film cameras. :) got 4 film cameras now.

2010-08-05T15:07:00.002+08:00

Right now...

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfillment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

The world doesn't care for what you think inside, only for what you present outside.

This the reality in the world. Right now, feel like running away to another country and relax myself. How nice, if the inception movie is true hmmmm....

2010-07-28T00:14:00.011+08:00

Golden Half

I love to take buildings like that, i don't know why C:

More on facebook. I will take more humans for the next one. This is consider the most successful photos developed. The last 2 films were totally unsuccessful. First one was I open up my goldn half and the film explode. 2nd one which was my b'day photos. All of the photos are too dark due to the weak indoor lighting. Yes, wasted. :( Falling in love in photography!

Is not always about winning, is about learning to become a better person. :) All the best!

I'm going to do my work. Seriously, only can work at night! Goodnight!

2010-07-25T02:56:00.007+08:00

Let me share.

Allow me to vomit out?
My heart is heavy tonight. Suddenly i got so much to share. In my heart, there are so much,so many, a lot of words to be express out. But I just couldn't say out how I feel.. so hard to put into words. I wished I can paint like Picasso to express my heart out. So pardon my poor English!

Recently, there so much of things going on, I've been very busy with projects, meeting datelines, going to school. But in the midst of my busyness, I don't want to forget what is important to me, the priorities in my life! I will never fail to relax and give myself a rest. =)

Sharing how I feel=)

Mr.A went in to his house and complain to himself,"waa, so smelly ar this house!" Then he went in to the kitchen and complain again, "waa, so smelly ar this kitchen!" Then he went in to the toliet, "waa, so smelly ar this toliet!" So, he went out of his house and went outside," waa, so smelly ar! what a smelly world."

Wherever he went, the places were all smelly. But he didn't realized the problem is actually himself.

Sometimes, we tend to blame this, blame that, blame him, blame her, but we never see ourselves as the problem. We cannot be quick to judge and miss out the whole picture. Things can be so easy to understand, but because of what you are thinking, you make it so complicated. We, humans are so imperfect, there are bounds to offenses, hurts, disappointments, disagreements, un forgiveness. What can we do? The world is imperfect, we can only change our thinking. Your life will really change when you start to change your thinking. Is not about changing the people around you, setting standards to the people around you and expect them to be at your standards. Because, at the end you will be disappointed by the imperfect people around you. Don't be so hard on yourself, calm down, think and open up your heart and eyes to see who really loves you and want the best for you. Stop complaining! Stop whining! (This is what huizhen always say to me.)Stop hurting yourself! When you start to let go, start to forgive, is when your true freedom comes, you need not be tie down by all the hurts and disappointments.

I tell you how I overcome all this, is when I get to know Jesus Christ, be planted in the house of God and hearing the word of God. My faith in God had made me well. Emotionally,physically and spiritually. When you receive the love of God, you will know how to love the people around you. It may sound ridiculous to you, but this is what I experienced, I got the joy!

Notice I use joy instead of happiness? You have happiness because things happen in your ways, so you are happy. But joy is hard to come, is in your heart....and my joy comes from God. You can be joyful w/o having any reason, right?

God is good......He is always! He never fails us, even when we are unfaithful. God always send amazing people, preachers to speak to us. I thank God for CHC, my zone pastor MJ!

This week, I began to realize something, prayer to God is so important, is not about fulfilling religions purpose, but is really connecting to God, finding strength and rest in Him.

This is a super long post....... thank you, feel free to comment.=) God bless.

2010-07-23T01:26:00.005+08:00

Because I miss blogger!

Hello, I am back. Yes, I am more into tweeting now and also I got myself a tumblr. In the midst of exploring new space. So pardon me. Don't worry, I'll not abandon this space, at here, I wrote down so many awesome memories. So... is there still any readers out there?? C=

July is here. My 19th birthday passed 2weeks ago. I feel my best gifts I had for my b'day are the amazing family and friends I know. I am so satisfied by the presents that I received. Whoohoo!

Had been using my golden half, oh my gosh, i love film cameras! I love to keep photos! I love the vintage ness of the camera and the effects. Although is not as convenient as a digital camera cus you have to develop the films and you can't delete the photos you took. BUT IT IS OK.... i still enjoy very muchie like how enjoy my new GREEN digital camera. It is so awesommeee, just love my darling cameras! My greenie can do under the water to take pictures, issit amazing? I am not hao lianing ah! I am sharing, hee!

next target!

I want a holga!!!=D

Oh wellllsss... see you soon, stay tune kk! bye!

2010-07-18T03:03:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK.

2010-07-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

你充滿自由愉悅的氣息，總是沉溺左遊樂場當中，像個天真無邪的孩子。有你在的地方，整個氣氛都會興奮起來，所以你是聚會中不可或缺的人物。雖說你個性開朗，受到大部份人的喜愛，但別人一般認為難以跟你成為親密好友，即是說，你給人的印象只是個搞笑能手。有些人覺得你愛玩弄別人，依賴性又強，所以不太願意親近你。不過，真正的你其實十分成熟穩重，正因透徹了解你的人不多，所以知己朋友也相當少。

2010-07-04T23:22:00.013+08:00

6 months passed!

In a blink of eyes, 6months had passed. And is July now.
Woo hoo.. july july 13july!

In order not to make my blog dead. I give some life by adding beautiful pictures!

Asia conference was a blasttttt! =D

good experiences. went stage twice on AC.
Breakthroughs!

Esther's birthday!

Flyer with classmates

enjoyed. Sha's camera was full of my pictures!

oh noooo...what else...
okay, next my birthday!
NUDGE*

bye!

2010-06-23T02:47:00.000+08:00

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

I want to go swimming soon!

2010-06-18T02:00:00.002+08:00

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2010-06-05T03:13:00.003+08:00

My church is going through bows and arrows now! Guys, we are not brain wash, we are human, we are not robots, we know the reality through experiences, we have emotions and we know how to think. No matter what, we will pull through this difficult times together. Our church is not run by human, is run by God.

The world may be laughing at us, "wake up! wake up!"
So what, is not how much we lose, how people may say, how much money i give, in my church I gain more than I lose in there...

I'm proud to be a city harvester. We are just imperfect people created by a perfect God. I am trusting God!

The truth will be in the light!

2010-05-22T00:53:00.005+08:00

I got myself a secret place.

Come back again.

P.S www.twitter.com/Joliviafaith

2010-05-20T01:55:00.006+08:00

New things.

Back to blogging. I had been tweeting almost everyday. Love tweeting! Go join k?

www.twitter.com/Joliviafaith -follow me k.

Mummy bought a new computer and the most special thing about this com, is touch screen! haa, i don't have IPhone to touch but I got computer to touch. Haha. My precious mac book is now in the "hospital". Hopefully I will get it by next week. :) Very bless.

As you know I had been going POS practices for AC, i love the spirit of cheer leading. However, we are imperfect people working together, although most of us are christians but because we are imperfect, there are many areas in our characters we have to work on. Especially in cheer leading, unity is so important. We have to love one another and to learn let go of offences. I had been trying very hard, is not easy. Sometimes, is discouraging and disappointing. I've to overcome it.

I had been reading about a book called-A love worth giving. A good book to read if you are struggling about loving people that are just so hard to love. Taught me not just about loving people but the love of God too. Gonna share with you all... soon.

School had been alright for me. Sometimes, I feel my focus is out of focus. I really want to do well in my studies. But blame me for being lazy or lukewarm. I gonna do well and try to enjoy school.

One thing I want to say, POS had made me closer to esther (who I am already close to), kwei kee(close to closer) and Joel. I am gonna miss the fun we had, the jokes we made, the drinks we will fight to drink (usually Joel's) and the chats we always have on our travelling moments. Hahaha, although I always quarrel with Joel but what he always say this is our form of communication. Really thank God for them in POS. :D

Alright, I got to go. I got research to do. Bye.

2010-05-16T14:29:00.002+08:00

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You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

I found it so true, so i posted it up. website from KHY.

Sometimes, it is circumstances that will push us for greater demands from ourselves.

2010-05-12T01:51:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Dearest Huizhen!

So thankful to God for you!

You are just like my sister not only in christ.

姐姐～

God loves you and I love you!

I will tweet more than I blog more.:)

2010-05-11T02:52:00.003+08:00

Hectic week!

Always the week that I am not looking forward to. I don't look forward the last block of the week. Is going to be busy. I am so so so gonna endure to the end, is what I always do.

I got test tomorrow. I don't know how to study. Feel like praying and then go sleep.
grrr....

I got POS, got church, got school and now family/friends commitment. How am I going to handle and balance it? Busy, but i somehow like it.

Olivia Low, don't give yourself excuses!

feel like swimming...

Glad to be performing during Asia Conference. My first time hehe. I hope everything will turn out good and i will have great experience!:D

TEEHEE.

okay. should i go study or pray.
I think both.
NIGHTS!

2010-05-09T05:24:00.002+08:00

Time check 5:34AM

Is late now. I just did finished my research. My weekend is coming to the end soon.
Weekdays and weekend, I always got so much to do!
This coming week, is going to be an end, but I have to go through a lot of tests and presentations first.

2 more weeks to Asia Conference!!!

:0 So sleepy now.

P.s Mom is back. She is nagging me for sleeping so late and I told her I am doing my work. I am going to get use to it.

2010-05-06T04:37:00.005+08:00

Tired.........

Just now I fell asleep when I was watching tv, I woke up and I bath then cont to watch tv, suddenly my mind just go blank while watching the tv. I was actually opening eyes and sleeping..i think? Awakened by the noise of the tv, i realized i fell asleep.......... Am I just too tired or what? you all got come across this situation be4? scary.

I don't know why, sometimes when I feel so tired, I will feel like crying.

cry |krī|
verb ( cries, cried) [ intrans. ]
shed tears, esp. as an expression of distress or pain : don't cry—it'll be all right | [ trans. ] you'll cry tears of joy.

so yes, I am distressing not depressing!

Sometimes, after a good sleep, i feel i am back alive again!

So, don't be afraid to cry! :D

alright, is late, i am going to sleep. Night.

As soon as I pray, You answer me; You encourage me by giving me strength.- Psalm 138:3
Thank You for the peace I never had before.

P.S i love my mac book. Don't let anything happen to you. I love you.

2010-04-30T02:21:00.002+08:00

Suddenly...

In life there will be hurts and despair
the only hope is Jesus.

I really felt a lot for my school mate who had just committed suicide. And while reading the comments her friends wrote for her, through I don't know her but the words just touch my heart. Indeed, this incident taught me a lesson.

We may be struggling in life, but this is life.
But we must always learn how to survive through it.

They commented her as a cheerful, happy and lively girl. But actually she had been crying inside her heart and that leads her to end her life.
Who are the people may seems to be like that, happy, cheerful and lively but you don't know the struggles they are going through.
My friends, don't hide your sadness, your hurts, your problems inside, learn to share.

Life is worth the living, we got one life, live it to the fullest. for you and your loved ones.

2010-04-28T02:38:00.002+08:00

News.

So if you want to go Italy for holiday, please do ask me along to be your translator! I can survive in Italy now.... wee~ Firstly, I want to thank God. God did answered my prayers. "All things turn out good for those who loves the Lord." So thank God! However, time is really limited. I feel that the feeling is back.. the feeling of busyness. The catching of time and the amount of assignments and works to do are here. I feel that there are more and more things for me to do and to learn. It had been a long long time since I really memorize formulas and words! It been a long time since I study.. Talking about my routine. Yes, everyday wake up in the noon, go school at 3pm for audio 2 to figure out the work of a mixer and sound signal then straight away go "Italy" and learn Italian. And I can always hear my stomach grumbling. Then went home, sleep late....and continue the day again. I sleep late because is the only time for me to do what I want and relax. I desire the weekend to come. School is stress...because I want to aim high in my year 2. I want to step out of my own comfort zone. Jia you Olivia! I believe the power of prayer and confession! Also, I love going for POS! I enjoyed being part of this year POS that will be performing for AC. I want to do well. A good form of exercising and relieving stress. Also, it helps me to motivate myself, hehe. I look forward to go for every practices and want to learn many stunts and moves! Although is tiring, but it brighten up my day and night! A good time of bonding too. One more good news, mummy will be coming back to Singapore and stay. She will be bringing back 3dogs home...she wants to give away one:( But i want 3 of them! I'm glad she will be coming back to stay, I am gonna sacrifice my ears to hear her nagging everyday. Of course, it is better to have us with her than staying alone overseas without no loved ones around right... so glad.. But this all seems so unreal to me.... update soon again. Pardon my english, I type very fast............... alright posted. very sleepy now.

2010-04-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH! ITALIAN!

Okay, after another public speaking, my next CDS is Italian, i am learning Italian language, is super hardcore i tell you. today was my first lesson and I am so lost! Am i learning Sim's language or what.... Feeling so stress for school now.:(

Worst, is at night lesson.

next time, you might be hearing me speaking Italian or even blog in Italian!

okay, ciaos!

2010-04-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

back...

I am back... from overseas, from holiday, from good life. I had been enjoying my life when I went over to mom's side. Everything was so blessed.... enjoying, stress free life...when you don't have to think about anything. Life there passed so slow and quiet. And I am always not alone there, cus I got 3 awesome playmates.. I just love to go overseas.

But........ i am back... reality is here. School is starting & already started. I am currently have lessons from 3pm to 9pm lessons without any breaks in between. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. School starts so late but end late. so if you are me, will you be happy or sad.

And this time, I feel so stress up... it was just after I am back from Singapore, I feel so burden about a lot of things... I feel so stuck now...... how? is my breakthroughs is getting near or is time i really need to learn how to depend on myself and.... God....

I need to talk..... but i don't know who to find except for my sister... but she is not back from holiday. Sigh....

God, I had been praying... the next thing i want to do is to believe in You & Your promises...

2010-04-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

Breakkkkk

Flying off to visit mom again. will be back 5days later.
Spending time with mom, sister and 3 dogs!
Going to enjoy must last week of holiday:)
my life is good and will be good because God is good!
Bye.

2010-04-10T04:30:00.003+08:00

There....is God...

"You don't know Me in the past but I knew you. Everything you had gone through before, I am with you. Now, you knew who I am & you will be of good cheer because I am still with you to go through everything in your life. I am with you, always & forever.."

This is True Love...

2010-04-06T03:14:00.001+08:00

Hot weather in singapore makes me...

I really couldn't stand Singapore's weather! Is really hot, humid, sunny and hot hot hot......

How I wish Singapore can have the four seasons! that will be just nice.

So, when I am hot, I always want to/do:

1) Last time in Secondary School, still remember the feeling of tiredness due to the hot weather, forcing myself to pay attention in class, usually....I can't do anything but to let my flesh take over me by sleeping in class....& immediately after school, I will just rush my way back home, on the air-con and just sleep with my uniform. :x (I seriously miss those times!)

2) I wish it could rain or snow it will be so much better, at least have some wind....

3) Just buy a drink from anywhere which is COLD,FREEZING,WINTER.... & immediately drink it! the feeling shiok ar!

4) Jump into a cab!

5)Go to watch a movie or just hide in the shopping centre!

6)Think of korea, how cold it was when I went. You know the power of imagination!

7) Eat ice ka-chang!

8) Change into my swimming suit & jump into the swimming pool!

This post just suddenly pop out of my mind when I was walking under the hot sun... So just wanting to share it out!:)

P.S Someone bang onto my nose, a very heavy impact.. My nose is alright, but.... since then, I CAN'T CLOSE THE TAP, IT KEEP FLOWING OUT WITH "WATER"!!

:( :( :(

yes, I had a very bad flu now, my nose is block...& I got muscle ache again! I walk like a old woman, a sick old woman walking under the hot sun today!:(

2010-04-06T01:29:00.004+08:00

The cross.

Good friday is good because is about a good God that sent down His son, Jesus Christ to die for all of us.

The cross of love & grace.

I love because He first loved me.

Is not what you know, but who you know!

2010-04-02T01:26:00.003+08:00

MOVE?

Last time, is only blogger. Now there are so many other choices now.

tumblr,wordpress,livejournal,onsugar or just facebook and twitter...I had been a faithful blogger since the year 2006, rmb when shiyin and I had created a blog together. It was fun and interesting for me instead of just having a friendster or Hi5 account, i got to write an open dairy on the web.But now, technology improved, more of more this internet dairy journal, more of the social networking website were created.Well, I am quite fickle minded now... I want to change to some where new. To say the truth, I got myself wordpress account, tumblr account and livejournal...And yes... I love twittering and facebooking! But still, I don't know which one is better for me to post my internet "dairy". Hmmmm,well after much consideration, I shall just remain to be a faithful blogger. Aiya, is because i still cant figure out how to use the rest haha!

I don't know I got how many readers, but if you are my faithful readers do stay faithful and do tag too:D

Will update more often..

2010-03-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

Holiday Life.

Hi, I am back & I am not enjoying my holiday because of my unfruitfulness! This week, I want to really make use of the week. However, I did quite a number of things this week.

I watched videos,OPM, sleep alot(i think i grow taller), swimming in the city :) :)(i like it), cycling and did alot of physical training which cause me to have muscle and also aching now. Oh ya, I am tanner.

I want to meet up my friends. So sorry for all the fang ge zi and the disappointments you all had with me. Huiying called and she still so primary school, asking me,"Who is your best friend?"

Ya I know actions speak louder than words. :(

sigh!

Miss those secondary times! :(

I had been slacking at home, doing nothing that is fruitful. Wheee, I will do something fruitful this coming week! Yes...........jiayou olivia. Don't be lazy k!

When I am in school busy doing my work, I want to be at home..... and now I am at home....I........never want to go to school..... no la, just want to do something that is fruitful this holiday. Zy going taiwan, how i wish to go too! But no $$, bf!!

i am typing random things....

You rest a week le Olivia, is time to do something!:D

pray pray!

the worst tragedy is when you don't know the road ahead of you. I am glad that there is God in my future.

2010-03-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

Facebook? Lifebook?

This Easter, what is easter without coming to church and know what is exactly easter!

yea, so who wanna join me?

Next Fri-Sun!

2010-03-22T01:37:00.004+08:00

Eursa

Not winning, but is the ATTITUDE!

FEELING SO SICK NOW. MY MUSCLE IS ACHING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS! I GOT A TERRIBLE HEADACHE. MAKES ME FEEL SO SLEEPY!

POS IS SO TIRING AND HARDCORE.. I MUST REALLY ENDURE...

GOING TO SLEEP NOW!

P.S I NEED THE HOLY SPIRIT DESPERATELY!

2010-03-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

Live out your dreams, have faith, dare to win!

Meet Boy Boy, Rayner's dog not doll hahaha. I want to have a dog like him!

Still love QQ.

Anyway, just came back from an awesome day camp. "We have the DNA to win!" And we won again. First & Second prize. I am really so proud of our both teams, Ursa.

But no matter what, is not about winning. As i said before, each camp get me to know myself better and of course the people around me better. Is a time to bond together! I enjoyed this time, because I was the team leader in my group. I really love it and enjoyed being a team leader. But in a team, team leader couldn't help to win the games alone, but with the help of each members.. I am happy that I got a brunch of awesome and excited people in my group. Also, in the other group! Ursa is awesome. As what bryan said, our group always chiong one!

But beyond the winning part. My members got alot of faith. When we had to "bet" the money to vs with the other team, they always "bet" a huge sum of amount. Haha, I always like struggle abit, "sure anot?" But one thing I learnt, dare to "bet" and lose, have faith that we will win. Haha, indeed, we won. Thanks for the faith, people.

Is like when we have dreams, dare to "bet", dare to make mistakes, dare to meet failures, dare to lose but always have the faith to win at the end. Don't see your own self and limit yourself, but allow your faith to push you, to "bet" and to win! CHIONG!

So, let live out our dreams! =D

Really want to thank God for everything, every opportunities, everybody and allow me to have faith!

(URSA pictures to be upload again)

2010-03-12T04:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Candice!

Thanks for all the crazy times and always being crazy with me!

Keep on keeping on ok! Jia you, you'll shine:D

I feel that I let down some of my friends...i feel sorry:(

balancing my time & setting my priorities right.

also, frustrated about myself.

2010-03-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Holiday?

Having holiday? No, my holiday starts on 19 March. But I had been resting the past few days. I had been staying at home. :( So unfruitful... but i desire for this day to come during last week!I feel....like...a couch potato... Sigh, sometimes, when i am busy, i wish i am free, but when i am free, i wish i am busy. So what do i really want?

Anyway, I think I am going to be busy, but still not confirm, see how tmr! Will post again.

Isn't it true, when you are getting older, you tends to have alot to worry...

sigh, yes, i am worrying now!

I am turning 19 this year! OH MY GOSH!

2010-03-07T02:00:00.005+08:00

Moving to a new place, new level.

To the market place, for the market place, to penetrate the market place.

Different amount, equal sacrifice.

Because of a simple love.

I want to build God a house!

Suntec CC is ours!:D

thank you God! I am really excited, 2011.

God is good and faithful!

P.S I want to take photos.

2010-03-06T03:40:00.003+08:00

Breakthrough only comes when you breakdown normalities in your life...-jjlin

I WANT BREAKTHROUGH! :D

2010-03-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

To-do-list

So, this week is "busy"

Well...

So I am going to,

1)Pack my room

2)Clean my room

3)Pack my wardrobe

4)Count my ang baos money

5)Save money (BF)

6)Meet up with my best friends

7) Meet up members for BS

8) Update my personal dairy

9)Watch dramas

10)Sleep!!!

CUS IS HOLIDAY!!!

Last, find a job!

Update again soon!

I need a space, that why I got this blog.

2010-02-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

For you, you and me.

"Be still, and know He is God."

Pastor Phil is awesome!

http://philpringle.wordpress.com/